.December 20, 2005 ' 23:36 Y
hello one and all. had training today. played with tjc. got very pek chek. not with the seniors, not anyone. just very pek chek. but turned out kinda fine? i guess.. yea. went to white sand's mac D's with kim, gloria, amanda, ellie and s.jiabin after that. had our lunch. didnt crap that much today. we were kinda tired. ouh. and gloria speaks weird language today cuz she had ulser(did i spell it right?). haha. after white sand's i went over to gloria's. watched
lords of dogtown brilliant movie. its a really good show. love it? kinda.. i still had alot of time to waste. i didnt really want to go home today. i'm feeling a lil whootsadaisy. so stayed longer to watch
coyote ugly. didnt finish watching the movie. met puny to go makan. i was admiring the sky and walking very very fast at the same time. nope. no almost-get-knock-downed this time.. haha. i'm careful now. heh. went to meet her at the coffeeshop at central. settled down and we talked and talked and talked. and drank. and talked. and puny had her dinner. left around 9 plus. went home after that. the sky was awesome again. only that the moon's not so near today. uh huh.. i got home. had my shower and went out again. went to walk around. yap. went for nightwalk alone. the sky is just so nice. i just love star gazing. went to sit somewhere, god knows where it was and i just stare at the sky. its just so nice. sigh. and yea. i was still feeling whootsadaisy. i dont know why. got home around 11+ 12+ around there. ouh. and a lil reminder.. yall can stop the teasing now. haha. yap. i'm feeling that feeling again. the way i describe it is whootsadaisy. but i dont know how to say it. erm. i think my whootsadaisy is like a mixture of lost,confuse, in love, lost for words, melted for awhile, anger, hate, sad, devestated, happy, missed all at once? i dont know what to do. the 'that feeling' just keeps on coming into me today. all hope is gone i think. i'm so off today. ): i dont know whats wrong with me. i need a hug. i need a REALLY HUGE, enorMOUSE, WARM hug. i dont care whoever you are as long as youre not a cheekohpek. i'm going nuts. i'm going whootsadaisy.! heh. take care yall. enjoy the remaining holidays. its ending soon. (:
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